Journal
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A Reminder Before Entering the Work Force
I haven’t quite found enough time, topics, or enough conviction to write a blog post as of late. It’s mainly the time thing, with a sprinkle of the others. Some topics I have wanted to talk about include: Meeting a tranny (Woo!) – she (previously male) was pretty awesome And, finding your constitution and the [...]
Get Punched in the Face More – A guide to progressive learning
Punch Drunk. I’ll keep this one short. I’ve been doing martial arts for the vast majority of life; from practicing karate at the age of 11, wrestling during some of junior high and high school, and to present day where I’m doing Muay Thai and BJJ. Despite this, I haven’t always been active with sparring, which can almost be [...]
What’s Your Type of Fruit? – An Important Question to Ask
Read the following two entries: Book V, Entry 1 – In the morning, when you rise unwillingly, let this thought be present: I am rising to the work of a human being. Why then am I dissatisfied if I am going to do the things for which I exist and for which I was brought [...]
How to Deal Drugs… Better
I’m posting this article from a place of unease, anxiousness and a state of melancholy. Despite this, I’m sure that in the future, this will almost be comical in a sense, and I remain optimistic. For those that don’t know, it’s because I was “busted” and facing several charges despite being set up and coaxed [...]
Going off the Deep End – Diving Head-first into New Endeavors
Oh yeah that’s a sexy (programming) picture. So, today’s the day when I actually dive into web application and mobile development. Why is this important enough to blog about? Well, I feel that something good will come out of this, and that it’s a large achievement. Regardless, of how the end product is, I already [...]
IV ME ALREADY! — Thoughts on empowering those around us
Chances are that if I don’t write this now, I won’t write it ever so here it goes! How do we support those that are around us? I’ve been reading “Meditations” by Marcus Arelius, and it’s been a really enlightening experience. While the text doesn’t explicitly touch on what I’m saying, I believe the idea [...]
Anxiety, and Getting Along with your Counselor
First of all, I don’t actually have anxiety issues, but I’ll explain. So right now I’m seeing a counselor, but, ah, ah, ah… hold on. Before you make any judgement, about why… hear me out. So right now I’m seeing a counselor to help create a paper trail which will detail how this wait to [...]
How to Succeed – Drive vs. Discipline
Drive vs. Discipline, or both? What do you need to succeed? I think in the last post, I mentioned the value of believing that you deserve what it is you desire and eventually turning that belief, into an understanding that you DESERVE what you desire. Today I was struggling with that concept, and this was [...]
